Again that closer walk, legless though
they’d be. Low Insofarian sun I cut my
  teeth on, theirs to be better to bite with,
                                                                   me
      theirs the closer we walked. They were
  insisting time seeds grievance, crooned it the
    closer I got, Zeno and Zenette moment’s
                                                                        nurs-
es, Nunca Anuncia’s net . . .    Thus it was they
    were there again, thus they walked legless,
  noses thumbed at the sun. Unlay’s avatar
                                                                        said
      to’ve become caricature, sacred clown of
  late’s late awakening, laughed having thought
    it so . . . So it was I saw what I saw was too
much. So it was I sewed my mouth shut,
                                                                   they
    who’d have heard me gone again, what-
      say’s entourage. “So it was” were the
  words they’d gone away muttering, unlay’s
                                                                           non-
chalance . . .    Everything was leaving itself, eve-
    ryone himself, herself, all of them, all of
  it, moving. It was as though they were each
                                                                           an-
    other. Outmost urge met indrawn joust, pe-
yote-pod baritone tap. They were saying they’d
  gotten back from this or that place. Where
                                                                        was
    the honey we’d heard about I wanted to know . . .    
      In the realm of whatsay it all bore consequence.
They did a slack-legged shuffle, legless though
  they were, quick-switch imbroglio the cost of it,
                                                                                 rum-
ble in the house of who knew. It was my own most
    inward step, my heart itself, closer than close
  could be. I had a go at it but fell, my legs were in
                                                                                   the
    way, no way could legless grace come again . . .    I
thought about walking. I had to think about walk-
  ing, Nunca’s pelvic sway. Though what I saw
                                                                               I
    couldn’t say, it made me say things, realm in
whose wood I hung in love with her hard look,
                                                                               walk
  in whose wake
I lay





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    I was whistling when my lips fell off. Lip-
less was to legless in some way I couldn’t
  say, the closer walk words got in the way
                                                                       of . . .
      What it was lay on the tip of my tongue,
  say to unlay already in some way, unsay’s
    day begun. We were of more than one mind
                                                                             Huff
  had it. Sophia said the same . . . I wanted rele-
    vance, trust, I whistled even so, wind in
                                                                      the
  gaps in my
teeth


                         •


  A new lady named Ahdja joined our group,
    slight of limb, loose tomboy body, smile so
broad we blushed. The Egyptian spring was
                                                                          up
      in smoke in back of us, we trudged on, far
  from all that, even far from Lone Coast, a
    former life stalked us it seemed . . . We took
                                                                             tiny
steps, unsure what lay under us, unlay’s realm
    the sweet precinct we sought, unsure what
  would get us there . . . To say we was too much
                                                                                 my
      head told me. Not so my second head said. To
  say we was all I wanted my third head said, sec-
    ond head said to’ve lost itself, third head always
                                                                                     at
      odds with itself, want wanting more of itself . . .
  It was Ahdja’s dream we were in, the we I went
    on about, unlay’s adumbration. When would
                                                                                  its
  day begin we wondered, the we I so insisted on,
    the we we’d eventually be, when would lay’s
day be done. It was my dream of Ahdja we were
                                                                               in
      said my third head, we the one risk I took, one
  wish, flat rhapsodic stitch . . . I walked haunted
    by the we she made us, Nunca’s promenade be-
hind us now. We’d seen Egypt in flames and we
                                                                                 kept
    walking. Huff said, “I told you so,” and we kept
walking, unlay’s late promenade all there was
  left . . . I dreamt a dream of moving on, I dreamt
                                                                               a
dream of standing pat, first head and second head
    and third head’s agreement, a dream I let my true
                                                                                      self
  slide


                         •


  Unlay was no simple stand, this or that mystic
    hustle, this or that bodily rebuke. In the end
it will have been all there was we grew to expect,
                                                                                   no
      soul’s captivity some book had called Egypt, a
  book we no longer read . . . In the realm of whatsay
    we tramped along, there no matter spun by the
                                                                                   swirl
of it, there no matter where we were. Moment’s
    notice moment’s gnosis, the moment brought bad
  and good. Ahdja’s ka was Layla, Itamar’s Majnun,
                                                                                      our
     crew caught up in the old way, the old way’s day
  redone . . . “Madness be our name,” we chimed in
    unison, incensed, Majnun’s dream of a just world
just dreaming, Majnun’s each and all we were. So
                                                                                    it
  was and so we sang, snuffed Egyptian spring an-
    acrustic, uncuffed auspice there’d be. Thus it was,
so it went, unlay unlike what it was we expected,
                                                                                 sanc-
    tified feet where voices met water, far from cause
and consequence we stumped . . . We were relishing being
  together for a time, something seen in a face peering
                                                                                            out
      from inside we saw was what soul was. “This is how
  it is,” I was telling myself, some spectral aspect it had
    somehow. “This is how it is,” I said, “this is how it
is,” voice eaten at by the bay we stood in front of, cold
                                                                                           ad-
    vent of water, cold commiseration, ythmic arrival,
      salt . . . If not what wet our hems anointment was
nothing, nothing if not what tugged our feet. “Froth be
  what we’ll be,” we chimed, indignant, high falsetto
                                                                                       in-
sistence, deep gubgubi thrum. There was a sense there
    was a core to be gotten to, cloth drawn aside or
  gone under, frills fallen away at the water’s edge . . .
                                                                                           If
    not it, albeit illusory it might have been, instigation
                                                                                         was
nothing





             ________________


    The advance I wanted lay at Ahdja’s feet,
scruffy thought’s nubbly dispatch. That all
  bow down and be at rest, unlay’s un- soon
                                                                         come . . .
      Chill water, careening bus, what Egypt was . . .
                                                                                    World
    under glass wraps,
flat